Acclaimed Writers
Are never the same, their words never as rich, stories never as new as those
Before the glory.
Cowering in front of an angry mob which peels letters off the page and sticks them on lampposts
Dumps them down mail chutes, hangs them from the street lights, the weakened writer
Eventually will acquiesce, putting his word processor on auto-pilot and
Faintly, faintly remembering every now and then the furry ball of wire inside him which once
Graphed her way up to his organs and embraced them tightly until he
Howled out into the empty night the first lines of a book, the title of a poem, the setting of a play
Imputed now for the words which gained him fame, she
Just whimpers “What happened?”
Keep it to yourself he tells her
Like she’s some man on the train, who “asleep” lets his hand tumble about
Maybe, maybe you are the writer
Not because you are exceptionally acquainted with prose and poetry
Or because you are renowned at any level, but because you have gotten into the habit of being
Particularly poltroonish,
Quietly abandoning your wire, whispering to her fuck off, but she reads you, she reads the
Rhythm of the blood pumping through your veins and she knows you are lying so
She struggles her way up to give one final squeeze hoping to get it out of you; she embraces
Tightly, thinking of the fear invoked by the art she helped you put out into the world, trying to
Understand where you’ve been, why words originate in your throat and no longer your chest the
Vibrations no longer there to shake her back into shape after a night’s long embrace,
Why you would leave her, painfully coiled in a shape sized to your heart, to go claim
Xeroxed passages as your own.
Yield, she begs, but you’ve become a
Zealot for the approval of your readers